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12th February 2019 Journal

by Say Zhi Hao, Jeremiah

Things I am Grateful for Today

  • Completed No More Mr Nice Guy Book. Reread this book at least 3 times now. What an amazing book!
  • Going to head out to have dinner with Zhengyue
  • Have a lot of doubts initially but glad I stuck through with H&R boutique in 2018. The same can be said for the new website. I have to go through some “tough” period before the site will be profitable.

Journal

No one is responsible for my happiness except for myself. No one in this world owes me a living. I am responsible for my own well-being. I can’t depend on Zhengyue to organize a meet-up with a girl from another LG – and I can’t depend on the other LGL to get back to us. If I like that girl, I should try to get to know her myself. Simple! I shouldn’t depend on anyone and shouldn’t follow whatever shitty human-made rules.

I fall short because I am afraid and I am wimp. Needless to say, I am also bloody afraid of rejection and disappointment. I have no courage to stand up to the things that I want in life! SZH you jolly well wake up and don’t expect that this world owes you a living! I am bloody responsible for my own life! I shouldn’t depend on my LG for spiritual growth either, I am responsible for my own spiritual walk and growth too!

Zhengyue kept saying “we gonna do what we gonna do.” I agree! However, what he’s gonna do may differ from what I’m gonna do. We have different lives thus different responsibilities. He’s gonna do what he’s gonna do and I gonna do what I’m gonna do.

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