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12th February 2019 Journal

by Say Zhi Hao, Jeremiah

Things I am Grateful for Today

  • Completed No More Mr Nice Guy Book. Reread this book at least 3 times now. What an amazing book!
  • Going to head out to have dinner with Zhengyue
  • Have a lot of doubts initially but glad I stuck through with H&R boutique in 2018. The same can be said for the new website. I have to go through some “tough” period before the site will be profitable.


No one is responsible for my happiness except for myself. No one in this world owes me a living. I am responsible for my own well-being. I can’t depend on Zhengyue to organize a meet-up with a girl from another LG – and I can’t depend on the other LGL to get back to us. If I like that girl, I should try to get to know her myself. Simple! I shouldn’t depend on anyone and shouldn’t follow whatever shitty human-made rules.

I fall short because I am afraid and I am wimp. Needless to say, I am also bloody afraid of rejection and disappointment. I have no courage to stand up to the things that I want in life! SZH you jolly well wake up and don’t expect that this world owes you a living! I am bloody responsible for my own life! I shouldn’t depend on my LG for spiritual growth either, I am responsible for my own spiritual walk and growth too!

Zhengyue kept saying “we gonna do what we gonna do.” I agree! However, what he’s gonna do may differ from what I’m gonna do. We have different lives thus different responsibilities. He’s gonna do what he’s gonna do and I gonna do what I’m gonna do.

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