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2nd May 2019 Journal

by Say Zhi Hao, Jeremiah

Things I am Grateful for Today

  • Went to Book of Haggai seminar with LG
  • Went to starbucks to read The Spy and The Traitor and do some planning
  • Mum bought timhowan back – yummy!!!


I fucking explode when Lawrence failed to update me regarding his late submission again. What is the fucking point of giving half day off when this is the fucking results I get. I’ve told him more than 5 times in the span of few weeks regarding late submission and updating me. “If you are gonna be late, update me”. Simple as that, I’m not asking him to bloody fly over the mountain. With that, I gave him an ultimatum, if you can’t have mutual respect and responsibility in who you are and your work then we aren’t meant to work together.

This will be my last time telling him about ‘updating me’. He knows the importance of being responsible for his own work now. If he fails again, sayonara. That’s all I can say. Better to cut off quickly than to endure countless undue pains.

Cool down a lot in the evening. Perhaps, I shouldn’t have scolded Lawrence the way I did but I really wanted to hit home run. He has to understand the importance of having mutual respect otherwise I can’t work efficiently without it.

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