Home Journal 30th May 2019 Journal

30th May 2019 Journal

by Say Zhi Hao, Jeremiah

Things I am Grateful for Today

  • Went out to starbucks to read and write
  • There so many books in my wishlist that I can’t wait to read
  • Kindle is sooooooooooooo freaking useful


I have so much fears venturing into this new thing. Fear that this will not work out and it will be a huge waste of time. Fear that I will say the wrong thing and stumble people; instead of helping people, I make it worst. I even fear success…. fucking fears.

But since I have already committed myself to this, there’s no backing out. It’s like entering a death-match where I have to face my biggest opponent face-to-face. It is either I combo his bloody face till he drops or he kills me. There is no other way. There simply isn’t. I have to face my fears.

Tomorrow is the final day of H&R before ceasing operation. There are still a few reviews left to do. Let’s make it count. I might not have the chance to do it in future anymore.

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