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3rd February 2019 Journal

by Say Zhi Hao, Jeremiah

Things I am Grateful for Today

  • Dad made super delicious club sandwiches before I left for church today
  • Mum made lemongrass + Honey drink
  • Completed Twelve Pillars by Jim Rohn. Such an inspiring book! No wonder my father’s and grandfather’s generation benefited so much from his teachings.


Today I have this weird feeling that I don’t feel like I am enough. Whoever I am or whatever I have done isn’t enough. I know having more wouldn’t satisfy me either. Is only He who could truly satisfy! I have been neglecting something for far too long. I don’t know what is that something but I just know I need to do something about that something. Perhaps, I will take some time to ponder later to understand what is going on and what I want exactly on a deeper level within myself. This is important otherwise I’ll just be chasing my own tail… running but getting nowhere.

The biggest enemy isn’t some fiction character or someone whom I hate, the biggest enemy is myself.

After being honest with myself and completing my journal on goals I realized that there are a lot of things I want to pursue but haven’t done so because I lack the courage. I am not going to go into too much details just know that you’re a wimp, SZH and go freaking do something about it!

I completed Twelve Pillars because it was such a short and easy read. I basically wanted to finish it ASAP just so I could add to the list of Books I’ve Read and start reading the next book in my list. I didn’t expect that I’d tear in the final chapter. It was freaking touching! I’d highly recommend this book to everyone! Will definitely reread this book again.

Dad made sandwiches before I left for church today

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